Sad but True

The song SAD BUT TRUE gets sung from the back seat when it comes on my shuffle. Here’s why.

Hey (hey)
I’m your life
I’m the one who takes you there
Hey (hey)
I’m your life
I’m the one who cares
They (they)
They betray
I’m your only true friend now
They (they)
They’ll betray
I’m forever there

If the subconscious mind is the operating system, this song may as well be sung from within.

How often do you feel like you know the right thing to do, however you listen other people anyway?

We are sold a harmful lie.

You can’t possibly know what’s best for you.

We tell ourselves and each other that we need to listen to what the other is saying, however we never shut up long enough to let it sink in.

Typically we listen only long enough to start saying what we wanted to in the first place.

Your subconscious mind will push your buttons from within to get you to see you know what’s best for you and to get you to start following you’re own advice.

Following your own inner voice.

I’m your dream, make you real
I’m your eyes when you must steal
I’m your pain when you can’t feel
Sad but true

I’m your dream, mind astray
I’m your eyes while you’re away
I’m your pain while you repay
You know it’s sad but true
Sad but true

I don’t know why I just did that.

How many times have you said it?

The subconscious mind will shut down the emotions in times of need. It doesn’t mean it’s not there, just set aside and ignored to get you through whatever it is until you can deal with it.

You (you)
You’re my mask
You’re my cover, my shelter
You (you)
You’re my mask
You’re the one who’s blamed
Do (do)
Do my work
Do my dirty work, scapegoat
Do (do)
Do my deeds
For you’re the one who’s shamed

The idea of who you are is nothing more than a mask used to get you through this thing we call life. It’s there so experience can be had and we can grow.

We all do things behind our backs in front of our faces.

The subconscious mind understands that all that exists is decisions and consequences. We program ourselves to feel guilty or not to feel guilty about any given thing we do.

The idea of who we are evolves as the desire for new experiences evolves. We become that which will allow us to have the experience.

It’s the idea of who we are that we project that has to deal with it. The mask is what speaks and the mask speaks to the mask.

Hate (hate)
I’m your hate
I’m your hate when you want love
Pay (pay)
Pay the price
Pay, for nothing’s fair

Hey (hey)
I’m your life
I’m the one who took you there
Hey (hey)
I’m your life
And I no longer care

We find ourselves in the state of wanting love and hating instead because we hate ourselves for what we have become. Only when we become that which we would love ourselves in the opposite sex do we find who we truly are.

For me that’s a woman who is a workaholic and very intelligent. She takes no shit and could be considered to be borderline narcissist with the faith she has in herself based on the life she has lived. She has taste and class but knows when to use the fuck for fucks sake. A woman who has a hard time finding anyone who can keep up with her mind.

Yes I am describing myself as a woman and yes I realize that has some narcissistic overtones. However that also means a woman who helps out simply because she is there and she can.  A woman who let’s her passion get away with her at times. A woman people don’t really know because she chooses what she shows very carefully.

With as much of my life and myself as I expose in my writing I hold back quite a bit as well.

You know you have gotten the breadth of experience you wanted out of life when you no longer care what you do.

That’s when trying to find and give meaning to your life becomes your only reason to live. Was it all worth it to get to where I am now?

Now what?

When people retire they hit that place where life becomes and endless search to alleviate the boredom.

I’m your truth, telling lies
I’m your reason, alibis
I’m inside, open your eyes
I’m you

Sad but true

No one can screw with or level with you better than you can.

No one can get you on and off the hook like you can.

Simply be you and be true and you never find yourself on a hook or needing a story to tell.

It is possible to change the program up and make changes in the operating system and that takes work and there is no quick hit fix I could give you in this piece. That’s something I teach one on one. The lessons are different for each based on who you are right now.

You know you got it right when your reflection pops up and slaps you in the face one day and you say thank you.

Whisper if you feel me.


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